Best thing to feel better

Hanging out with my Aunt Angie, Uncle Brett, Sam, James, and Gabe is the best with making me feel better and a little brighter.

Bowling Bar

So ive been having issues again lately and trying to learn to be ok on my own. Not relying fully on friends and family to keep me going and happy. You never know how quickly every thing can change or how quickly you lose relationships. Its been hard for me to do but getting there, work is going to be my main focus the next bit. However one thing I do love is a couple drinks to let go and not think. Friday night candi (im glad she came with) and I hit the bowling bar. We talked most of the time and had some drinks. We had long islands, AMF, and a pineapple upside down shot (melissa bought and was delightful) melissa and Mike stopped in for a few. Then the next day (yesterday) candi and I went to dinner before I went bowling.

Bowling with friends

A couple times now we have gone amd hung out at the bowling alley with Friends. Its been fun although I have re-learned just how bad i am at bowling... All Star Lanes also has some arcades now as well and they are way fun after drinking ;)

Dog Park

Still have lots to update however today Spritz and I went to hang out at the dog park today. We visited and met up with Brock and Bella. Bella girl still rembered me and was very loving. It was great to see them together again for a few.

New Tattoo

Only took a year consideration however as of last thursday I now have the tatoo I have been wanting to get. I dont think I could have chosen one any better then the one I did. It is in loving memory of our sweet little Rachel Bug (Beyer) our purple butterfly. Its also a reminder of everything I have pushed through this past year. I dont think I have had a year with soo much change, difficulty, emotional, stressful and close calls. It also wasnt all bad I have a new position at work I love and have been able to spend alot more time with family. And the years not up- lets just hope its good things that finish it off...

Now as far as getting tatoos go it is not something I encourage for anyone. I think its a personal choice and should remain that way.. I also believe if you do get one be 100% sure what you want it is forever.. It should not be influenced at all by someone else. I chose to do it because of meaning but i was going to get one before just had to decide what meaning ment enough for me. I also believe if you dont like them then thats your choice it shouldnt make you think of someone any less because they think differently then you. I do want to Thank my family for being soo understanding when I know most of them do not condone it. It was something I was worried for and it makes me love them that much more for it.

And Thanks Cindy and Robby for coming with me last min to support me in the choice! Means alot and definatley could not have done by myself..It hurt Alot!!! But no tears for me!