I am now officially divorced as of March 10th, 2011. I called and found out today it has been completed and picked up my final copy of the decree. I wish Brock the best in everything he does, and I will always love and cherish his family. I am so happy they understand and do not hate me and I really hope we can stay in touch.
With that said I am excited that everything is finally completed and we can both officially work on moving on in our lives.
I know it shouldn't be such a big deal, I mean its just a name and its not even anything way fantastic. However I am ECSTATIC to be a Helm again! I have an emotional attachment to my Helm family and very proud to be considered one. Even with the bad, ugly, sadness, regret, and pain that has come along with it there are also a lot of great people that I can claim as family. I am working on getting to know my family and older siblings a lot better and become closer to them. No matter what mistakes any one has made or had to go through I love them, no matter what! On top of it all being a Helm gives me a special connection to my beloved Grandma Helm. I cant think of any one that I looked up to more in life and love. She was our biggest connection to making us feel included in the family after my parents split and I love her more then anything in this world and beyond. She was kind, generous, active, loving, and so much more. I have so many great memories and miss her dearly. Its been three years since she passed and it sometimes feels like a few months ago. I miss stopping by going to Starvalley. There is so much more to being a Helm that I am not going to go into but even though its just a name, to me its much more then that. Its an emotional attachment I guess you could say ;) (I have so much more to update but out of time so I will need to on another day)
